| 11.28.2003..Well Well Well..... I am not sure where to start so I will just start by saying I am in transtion to be a fulltime women.Over the last 11 months I have been on HRT. This is something I have always wanted since I was very young. Thinking back to as young as I can remember. I havent wrote and told all you great and wonderful people all over the world because i truly wasnt ready to say this. So im sure you all are wondering if my site will still be up and running. The answer is yes. My site may change over some time but ill still have it running and may have more resources and keep you updated on me. A common question I have been receving is ..Do I look like my photos in everyday life?,,, the answer is no!!!.. In fact you all have to understand that what you see is totally real and I never altered my pics in any way..But I always had and mastered the extreme glamed out sexy look and i think i did it well. Everyday life is totally different. I have a very very good job and I love my job so much ,infact it is a big part of who I am. I have the best boss and owner I could ever work for. I have learned so much under them and I truly give my heart and sole to them as a employee. Everyone I know and all my emoloyees know about my crossdressing and website and I think that even though alot of people dont understand me and wonder why I want to be a women. I do think and hope that they respect me for what i bring to my work enviroment..As for now i still go to work as a man but I believe I look more female than male .Besides my work im livng as a female and I feel so good infact my life has never been so complete and I cant wait until I can be my true self every single day all the time. All of you reading this have no idea what im going threw to become what I supposed to be in the first place..But I have absolutely have no doubt about what im doing!!!I know I will be able to do my job even better than I have ever done it before. I recently told all my employees that work for me. Ill tell yea ..Oh boy not easy but I truly felt that I had to be the one to tell everyone. Who better to try to convey something that most humans cant understand!!! ...Well Most were very respectable and very kind. I also had a handful that did not want to talk about it. I totally respect that. I truly hope they respect me enough to somehow try and understand me. What I try to get accross to everyone is that my look is not a glamorous diana Arria wig wearing sex goddess,, hehehe,,,but a very classy everyday women that knows exactly how to run my depts to the hghest level!!!I will write alot more in the coming days,,,this is current to this point Nov-27-03 Dec 27.03 Well here i am a few days after Christmas and yes it was my first Christmas as Diana fulltime and i had such a great time with my sister and my friends and god children that now have two god Mothers,, oh boy hhe,, but they are the cutiest little people i have ever seen. My work is tuff in the way that I am very aware that it is very different for alot and most of my employees. I am not sure they all know and i try to let them know but I care about my employees that work for me more than they know. When I took over as boss I gave them consistency and truth and have been totally true to them as i said the day i took over. I listen to them ,I respond to them and follow thru for there needs. I know it will take time for them to adjust but i can only hope. The problem is that i have been at my place of employement for 18 years yes I was born there. hehe only kidding I started when I was in high school and worked my way up. I was a 230 pound dark complected Italian hairy man. The total opposite of me now. I have changed that in every instance over the last 3 years as you have seen. I have hired great managers for them to work with and they all do a great job. I will be posting new pics in time but i am very very busy with life and transition.I will update soon but it is hard for me to do but i will in time. ok,, hang in there... My name and all my credit cards and license and the works are all changed as well. WHAT A FEELING.... .. HAVE A HPPY NEW YEAR and ill see you all in a few weeks with some news , ok, KISS hugs DIANA JAN 24 2004 Ok here we are in 2004. Jan 24th 2004 to be exact. I have been fulltime for about 3 weeks at work and I believe that it is going better than planned to be honest. I am so blessed i cant start to tell you. Alot of people I think were scared because they thaught they would see what they see on my this site. Not the case Infact I am a well dressed professional women that truly loves her job. My theory is that I look better now becasue im not stuck in the middle of genderness. hehe cool word ha... Well I know this is short but I want to tell everyone that every thing is very successful and i am extremely happy and doing very very well... I hope everyone can wake up in the morning and can feel as good as I do. Quite a great thing,,,, P.S if anyone knows Tom Brady quarterback of the New England Patriots please tell him Email me!! please,,.. HHEE Yes I am Single!!!.. Hugs Di FEB 27TH 2004 Well almost 2 months into my life as women fulltime and I am really becoming very comfortable with womenhood as they would call it. I still am going through alot of electrolis 3 times a week, but in small incruments which is great. becasue it allows me to still look very good that next day. I have been to Chicage to see DR. Z. He is a specialist in ffs sugery. what is ffs surgery?. What it is ...is facial femination surgery. Some will say to me"you dont need that "and to a point I propoplly do not. I truly think I could improve myself in my most natural moments which is a bigdeal to me. To be able to wake up in the morning and look like a total girl with not a once of make up on. That is a great thing. I have the resources and the will so i will be doing that at some point.. Ill let you all know. One thing I want to say as well. I have had the best transition that I could ever imagine and I was truly geared up for a lot of pain along the way which truly did not happen. Little issues but not to much. So I do want to share something that happend recently that is not so positive. I have 3 god sons and I love them dearly and there parents which are very good friends of mine and especially the father, he has been a great friend since I was 15 years old. We had a lot of great times togther and he has been a god sent as a friend in this transtion and I truly Know it was very tuff to see his best friend become a women. So I absolutely praise him to the highest..Well the kids are very young and have adapted at least to my eyes extrememly good and we have become noticeably closer. Well my best friends wife called me a week before his 6th birthday and told me with out insulting me right!!!.. asking me to stay home becasue possiblely her family and some new friends did not know me and they might think really bad and not let there sons hang out with my god sons. I truly was not expecting that and I was hurt terribly. I still am very upset and the fact that I truly present myself in the highest form of femininty and quality. I wanted to just call her names. I truly did not. But I sure could. But that is just not my style. So i am letting time heal and hope that someday I can get past this. I will see the boys i am sure by my friend coming to my house with the boys. So trust me I am is happy as ever but it is not all hunkydory with that scene. anybody ever here of that word before?.hunkydory?.. funny. hehe.. .. hmm what else. My real hair is getting really long and my breast are now just shy of a B. 14 months on hormones. yea..I will be getting a increse in size to a full c cup most likely the same time as my facial stuff. . Work is good and really seems like a nataual thing at this point. thats it for now, kiss Diana Rose APRIL 01 2004 Happy April to all of you! Things are going great and I really am growing into my new skin. Can you believe it ....3 months totally fulltime.. wahooooo... Well I have met a very nice guy and we are still in the novice stages of a relationship but so far so very good. He is a sweety. I also would like to thank one of best friends in the world Mike for being a great help and great friend. Late in this month I will be having a Breast Augmentation.. i cant wait. Work has been great an very fun for me. Seems like nothing ever happened to be honest. Nothing else to report except.. happy happy joy joy.... Kiss Diana P.S If anyone has sent me a email in the last 3 weeks please send it again because i got a virus in my email box. I lost hundreds of emails.. kiss di diana_arria@hotmail.com .......JUNE .. CONTINUES |
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